Allie Marie

I need to tell myself this everyday.

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 00:40:03 -0500

I need to tell myself this everyday.

This never gets old! <3

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 19:42:31 -0500

This never gets old! <3

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Sun, 07 Apr 2013 19:28:39 -0500

When people start getting into an intense conversation about politics

Wed, 03 Apr 2013 16:24:27 -0500

whatshouldwecallme:

I’m just like,

Amen! My song for the week...explains my life exactly.

Mon, 25 Mar 2013 22:23:49 -0500

There’s some things that I regret,
Some words I wish had gone unsaid,
Some starts,
That had some bitter endings,
Been some bad times I’ve been through,
Damage I cannot undo,
Some things,
I wish I could do all all over again,
But it don’t really matter,
Life gets that much harder,
It makes you that much stronger,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned.

[Chorus:]
And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wondered how I’d get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I’m thankful, for every break in my heart,
I’m grateful, for every scar,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned.

There’s mistakes that I have made,
Some chances I just threw away,
Some roads,
I never should’ve taken,
Been some signs I didn’t see,
Hearts that I hurt needlessly,
Some wounds,
That I wish I could have one more chance to mend,
But it don’t make no difference,
The past can’t be rewritten,
You get the life you’re given,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned.

[Chorus:]
And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wondered how I’d get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I’m thankful, for every break in my heart,
I’m grateful, for every scar,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned.

And all the things that break you,
Are all the things that make you strong,
You can’t change the past,
Cause it’s gone,
And you just gotta move on,
Because it’s all,
Lessons learned.

[Chorus:]
And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wondered how I’d get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I’m thankful, for every break in my heart,
I’m grateful, for every scar,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned,
Lessons learned.

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Mon, 11 Mar 2013 11:31:14 -0500

“Why do I do this to myself? Another day is passing and I’ve done nothing but feel how...

Sun, 17 Feb 2013 20:55:45 -0600

“Why do I do this to myself? Another day is passing and I’ve done nothing but feel how broken my heart is. Do you know I exist? Do you know how much I care? Will you ever see how important you are to me, how much I adore you? As each day passes, it gets that much harder and that much deeper. I think about nothing else. I just want you to feel the same way I do. I want you to open your eyes and see what I see.”

That moment when you realize your life has spiraled out of control.

Fri, 11 Jan 2013 02:11:05 -0600

That moment when you realize your life has spiraled out of control.

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Tue, 08 Jan 2013 15:15:14 -0600

WHY I TAKE A LONG TIME TO GET READY TO GO OUT

Sun, 06 Jan 2013 21:12:36 -0600

howdoiputthisgently:

Tonight was one of the worst nights of my life. It absolutely breaks my heart to know that someone I...

Thu, 03 Jan 2013 01:46:42 -0600

Tonight was one of the worst nights of my life. It absolutely breaks my heart to know that someone I care so much about has been so extremely upset with me. It’s almost too much to handle. I pray for understanding and forgiveness. I am going to be a better friend to all of the people I am blessed to call my friend. I have learned a hard lesson. I can’t change the past. I must apologize for what I did and hope that is enough. Here’s to a new year. Hopefully relationships will be healed and new memories will be made.

This Christmas Eve was great. It was so different though. This...

Tue, 25 Dec 2012 00:15:01 -0600

This Christmas Eve was great. It was so different though. This was my first Christmas Eve without my Grammy. It went well. I was pretty down all day but as usual The Lord gave me strength to make it through the night. I found this picture the other night and wasn’t exactly sure how I wanted to post it on here. I didn’t want to put this up without reminding myself why it meant something to me. I look at my life and see that I am blessed beyond belief. I have people who love me, a place to live, running water and food, and many other things that I don’t have to have to survive. For the most part I don’t have anything to complain about. Everyone has their problems including me. My family is a crazy mess but I’m lucky to have them. This little saying kind of turned my world upside down. I always feel like everything is so different and I can’t ever figure out when it happened. Like for instance, this is the first time in four years that I didn’t spend at least part of Christmas Eve with my best friends. It truly hit me that while nothing drastic has really happened, everything is different. I am growing up. I’m not afraid or nervous but I’m not sure I’m prepared. I knew that the day would come when it would hit me that I need to put my big girl panties on and realize it’s time to let go of the past and prepare myself for what is to come. I’m 21 years old and while sometimes that feels like I’m ancient; I know that my life hasn’t really started. I have so much I have yet to see, experience, and learn. This saying has encouraged me to take life day by day. I know that when I look back I won’t know exactly when things happened but I will know that The Lord had bigger plans for me than I could have ever thought up for myself. I am going to be okay. We have already won the war, I will just take each battle as it comes.

Sometimes I wonder if it’s really worth it. The line “don’t make someone your...

Thu, 20 Dec 2012 20:10:21 -0600

Sometimes I wonder if it’s really worth it. The line “don’t make someone your priority when your an option to them” is so cliche but completely accurate right now. So much work put in but nothing in return.

MY FEELINGS EVERY DAMN SATURDAY MORNING

Sat, 08 Dec 2012 15:06:57 -0600

howdoiputthisgently:

WHEN I JUSTIFY BELTING OUT CHRISTMAS SONGS IN PUBLIC

Mon, 26 Nov 2012 13:54:45 -0600

howdoiputthisgently:

Not ready.

Sun, 18 Nov 2012 21:30:25 -0600

I sit here in my living room just hanging out and came across some pictures of my grandmother. It hadn’t hit me yet that this is the first Christmas season I have ever spent without her in my life. I have spent every Christmas Eve with her since I was born. It was her favorite time of year because all of family got together. She would cook dinner for everyone. She was the best cook. We would all eat, hang out and open gifts. I’m not sure I can handle this year not having her here. I’m sitting here trying not to cry as I begin to think about it. I’m just not ready to face the fact that she’s not here anymore. It’s easy to just push it to the back of my mind when I’m in Gainesville but as soon as I go home, it’s going to hit me like a ton of bricks. Praise the Lord that He is sovereign and ready to hold me through this.

MY DEFINITION OF EARLY

Sun, 18 Nov 2012 12:02:13 -0600

howdoiputthisgently:

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Sun, 18 Nov 2012 12:00:34 -0600

It’s hitting that time in the semester again. I feel completely defeated work wise and...

Thu, 01 Nov 2012 01:16:54 -0500

It’s hitting that time in the semester again. I feel completely defeated work wise and I’m bored. I know that the only person to blame for my grades is myself. I will own up to that one real quick. I just hate class. I have learned that it doesn’t matter what school I go to, I just HATE school. I do. I need to pull my life together and get through these last 2 and a half semesters! I can do it…

Why do my brain and my heart have to disagree? They never work as one. My head tells me one thing...

Tue, 23 Oct 2012 23:00:21 -0500

Why do my brain and my heart have to disagree? They never work as one. My head tells me one thing but the rest of my body tells me another. I want to know. I want to quit asking the same questions. I don’t want to wait around anymore. I’m tired of hiding. I want to be at that point of joy. I want to just be happy. I’m so tired of not knowing. One day I’ll be in exactly the right place at exactly the right time. My heart will be filled with joy. My head will know it’s right. I will be at peace. One day.